Baby Vamp
Made as Bill Compton's punishment, it's taking me a ride to get used to this new life. I was just a boring, scared, weak nobody before with an abusive daddy and a stupid mother, and now I'm the most powerful thing out there! Well maybe not THE most powerful...but whatever. I can still kill, and I do what I want...most of the time.
~Part of Do Bad Things True Blood Roleplay!
Number four. Alcide. No wonder people talk… er, think.
Damn, Sook! Gettin’ around, huh?
But I’m not judgin’, good for you :)
Yes, well, don’t good for me yet. I’m majorly confused. And a year ago, I thought my life was together. And I ain’t datin’ any of ‘em now.
Oh…sorry. So…you haven’t made up your mind yet?
…Bill really likes you. Just puttin’ that out there.
I really haven’t, Jessica. I know Bill likes me, but he lied about something huge and I forgave him but I don’t know if I can trust him. And then there’s Eric who is like, completely changed even though sometimes he makes me so mad I wanna spit I know I’ve been attracted to him for a while. And Alcide just asked me to forget about both of them and I definitely can’t do that.
I know, and I know he’s definitely gotta earn your trust back and all, but he just thought he was protectin’ you in his own weird way…not that I like what he did, but I guess he just thought he was doin’ the best he could.
..And he was your first love of them all…not that that necessary matters, but…yeah. Sorry. I know it’s none of my business, just tryin’ to help. Lord knows my love life is so screwed up!
Well it is sort of your business, isn’t it? I mean, we’re friends, right? But with the two of them, I feel like I’m being torn in two sometimes. By the way, what is going on in your life?
Yeah, we are :) Well…I guess it kinda is then, huh? All of us are all so close…it might effect us all. I know Bill’s definitely been kinda down since you’ve been with Eric so much…even if he did lose his mind. I’m just glad he didn’t stake him! But I believe in you, you’ll decide sometime. Or who knows, you might meet a completely new random stranger that might just sweep you away!
Oh, me? Well…I kinda put Jason on hold. I’m just tryin’ to figure out what I want. I’m so worried I’m gonna fuck things up like with Hoyt…cuz look how that ended up. And I just care about Jason too much to let that happen.
Plus, I feel like I’m still trying to figure out how to live just being how I am let alone how to be with someone else without killing or hurting them. :/
…Kinda fucked, right?
Godric…
Wow…sorry, I’m just shocked…but it’s so good to have you back! *hugs* You talked to Eric yet? I think he was really messed up about it…I guess I will have to get used to the shock. It isn’t everyday someone spots a vampire come back from the true death, is it? -chuckles- Yes, I have seen Eric. I am sorry that I did that to him, especially now that I can see the damage.
No, not at all! I mean…can that even happen?! Well, I mean, obviously it has happened, but like…usually? Or are you like the only one…? Sorry, I’m still getting used to all this vampire stuff.
But I know we’re all real glad to have you back. :)
Number four. Alcide. No wonder people talk… er, think.
Damn, Sook! Gettin’ around, huh?
But I’m not judgin’, good for you :)
Yes, well, don’t good for me yet. I’m majorly confused. And a year ago, I thought my life was together. And I ain’t datin’ any of ‘em now.
Oh…sorry. So…you haven’t made up your mind yet?
…Bill really likes you. Just puttin’ that out there.
I really haven’t, Jessica. I know Bill likes me, but he lied about something huge and I forgave him but I don’t know if I can trust him. And then there’s Eric who is like, completely changed even though sometimes he makes me so mad I wanna spit I know I’ve been attracted to him for a while. And Alcide just asked me to forget about both of them and I definitely can’t do that.
I know, and I know he’s definitely gotta earn your trust back and all, but he just thought he was protectin’ you in his own weird way…not that I like what he did, but I guess he just thought he was doin’ the best he could.
..And he was your first love of them all…not that that necessary matters, but…yeah. Sorry. I know it’s none of my business, just tryin’ to help. Lord knows my love life is so screwed up!
Number four. Alcide. No wonder people talk… er, think.
Damn, Sook! Gettin’ around, huh?
But I’m not judgin’, good for you :)
Yes, well, don’t good for me yet. I’m majorly confused. And a year ago, I thought my life was together. And I ain’t datin’ any of ‘em now.
Oh…sorry. So…you haven’t made up your mind yet?
…Bill really likes you. Just puttin’ that out there.
Godric…
…Is that really you?…How are you back? I heard you…met the sun.
-nods- Yes, I did. But it seems to have not worked after all.
Wow…sorry, I’m just shocked…but it’s so good to have you back! *hugs* You talked to Eric yet? I think he was really messed up about it…
